Sadly speaking, the new offer from the current company is not that attractive and satisfying. And I have went through a lot of negotiations with them and it ends up with no results. Therefore, they give me two options. No matter what option I choose, I must give them my reply on Monday, which is tomorrow. One is to sign and renew the contract with them, the other option is to tender in my resignation and give them one month prior notice until the last day of my work and leave.
Well, life is like that and I don’t think I can do anything about it. I love the school, I love the friends and collagues there, as well as the students. But as the chinese proverb goes, there is not a single banquet that will last forever. There would still one day that all the students will graduate and we will hardly see each other again.
I should apologize to everyone in the school, be it teachers, or students, if I have somehow offended you, please forgive me as I did not do it purposely and nor did I have the intention to do so. I sincerely requests that all of you can forgive me.
I will leave all of you very soon and I have to move on from Yishun Secondary, hopefully we’ll meet up someday or somewhere if the fate brings us together. We can enjoy the cheerful and memorable moments together one more time.
Well, I think I need to stand up once again and find my true self back. I want to get a new job and I cannot continue like this anymore. Come on! Be optimistic and cheer up! It’s not the end of the world.
I hope my leaving will mean a good start for my future. I want to move on, start from my first step and keep on walking until I reach the destination.
I felt sorrow, I felt lonely? I think I have a mixture of various types of feelings. I felt very messy now. My mind is running wild and I can’t control it well enough.
Whatever, but still, whenever I think of leaving the school, I felt weird to go back working everyday until my last day. I’m not feeling weird. But I’m feeling guilty I think. Maybe I have not achieve what I want to achieve yet. I have yet to accomplish my goals in YSS. Haha, I think I would never have chance to do it in YSS again. Never, I’m no longer belong to YSS, though I used to have a sense of belonging to YSS, though I still feel the same though. Follow by my leaving, I felt that my heart is struggling hard. I make my decision to leave, but I miss this place! Sigh, farewell, all my friends, colleagues, students, and the HODs and SHs. Bye!